I Wish...

I wish my heart didn’t feel so heavy

I wish I wasn’t so sad because of you

I wish you could take this pain away

I wish I could have saved you

I wish I would have never let you down

I wish I could have you back

I wish it didn’t hurt so badly

I wish I didn’t miss you so much

I wish my soul wasn’t bleeding sadness

I wish I would hear your voice

I wish I could let you go

I wish I could feel your touch

I wish memories wouldn't hurt

I wish I wasn’t ashamed of my grief

I wish I could smile again

I wish I could remember every moment

I wish we could share just one more laugh

I wish I could have taken your pain away

I wish you were here

I wish I didn’t feel so alone

I wish I could look at myself in a mirror

I wish you could feel how bad it hurts

I wish I could accept what is

I wish I could dream of you every night

I wish I wasn’t haunted by your memory

I wish I could face reality

I wish i wasn't waiting for you to return

I wish I wasn’t so broken

I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish

Out of this nightmare that is my reality forever without you

Dez Hush

Dream Dream Dream

Every beat of me misses you

I feel lost in my own world

Without your voice, without your touch

Come back to me, even in a dreams

Come back to me

My soul weeps for you

How do i spend forever without you

I can’t let you go, i know i have to

But i can’t, I never will

The pain shoot through me

Half my soul gone

Save me from the darkness you have left me in

I’m so angry at you for taking a piece of me

For leaving me abandoned trapped inside myself

Trapped in someone I don’t know

Who am I without you

Bring me back to life

I want to breath again, I just want to breath

Every moment, every laugh, every tear

Burns through me

Lost in limbo without you

I wish you could feel my pain

I wish you could feel my sadness

But you can’t, you had the easy way out of this hell

God grant me the peace to accept what is

How could you love someone so much

I try to numb it but its there, it’s always there

Your always there

Promise you’ll never let me go

Promise we can still be one

You said you’d come see me in my dreams

And every night i wait for you

Every night I wait for you

by Dez Hush