THE GALAXY

whoever was…

Alone I lay in this forest

Head full of thought and a heart on fire

Comforted by the warm wind which is the only thing I believe in

Left in this reality with nothing… no one but myself

Save me from this feeling of being selfishly incomplete

Wishing I could fulfill my soul by just living a peaceful humble version of myself

But at night when I close my eyes, I’m alone in my darkness

Haunted by the thought of another unfulfilled day ahead

Haunted in my dreams with those who are no longer

And saddened of the reality that everyone leaves

The loneliness is fulfilling… harmless

I’ve grown to love the silence of its obscured blackness

Falling for its endless mass of emptiness

The happiest sad girl who ever was…

Alone I lay in this forest

Head full of thought…

A heart on fire

And a soul forever contently isolated

Weight of My Words

The weight of my words fall heavy on my soul

Trying to lift each one tenderly‭

Placing them one after another in perfect order

To make you feel what my heart beats

See my world in metaphors of rainbows and grey clouds‭

That are so much more then what they seem

Words that tear over in a full cup of water

Flowing on the paper and in colorful words

Like an artist with a brush and paint

My art is ink on paper....

CASTLE in the Sea

In the middle of the sea
Bodies of water that separates you and me
A castle of happiness,
A curse of unsafe insecurities

Oh my heart, I wait alone
Intoxicated with your fire
I love the burn

Untamed dragon
How can I love thee
For you leave me alone in the middle of the sea
In a castle of us beyond the galaxy
I wish you can fly and rescue me

Oh untamed dragon
Save me…
Before our castle is wiped out into the sea

The sun shines,
I feel its warm breeze
Tears fill my heart
The ocean over flows me

Because I know dear dragon
You will never be free
I know the clouds you fly through
Won’t let you see me
I wish for this cures to let us be


Who would have ever thought a dragon…
Would let me free…

SUNSHINE

No day is like today
Or any other day
The sun shines differently
Simple moments pass
Conversations we have
Breaths that we take
Like no other day

Live in the moment
Cherish the day
For there will never be a day like today
He paints the skies differently
Each sunrise, each sunset
Like no other day

There is so much beauty in the world
Simplistic joys that all taken for granted
Search for the love he puts into our lives
Focus on the goodness in the world
Its out there
You just have to open your eyes and knowledge it

Let it in..

A day like today
Will never be again
Make the most of it
Live like it is your last
Because there will never be....
Another day like today

GEMINI

Standing straight is all I can do
I will not let you make me fall over you
I’m jumping off this building believing I can fly
Because this one I love to be inside
Spontaneous and free…
Happy
Your darkness is safe but cold, I can’t let you shadow me no more
I’m ripping out the fear that you have installed
Because I’m afraid no more
Raise your weapon
I’m ready to fight
Two sides of my soul
In my reflection I can see them both
Bitter and sweet
Darkness and light
Fear and free
I can no longer live with your emptiness that I piety
No more…
Forgive me twin for shutting you away
But all you do is bring me pain
All I want is freedom from you
Fly with me through this journey silently
Let me be..
Let me live happily...

@DEZHUSH

My name is Dez Hush, I’m 26 years old. I’m amazing at everything I do. The last few years have been insane, a dangerous roller-coaster that I love to ride. I take my own breath away, how many people can say that? I can take your breath away. I don’t let people in; I let it out on the paper. If writing was a crime I would be a murderer. I have a light that shines through me, I challenge darkness. Most hate my positive aspect of life, but then misery likes company. I’m not that company. I surround myself with goodness; those who don’t like it beat your feet. Most take my kindness for weakness. I’m just a silent bomb, when I blow its explosive. I’m a Gemini to the core hot/cold, passionate, bold, sophisticated, reckless… very reckless! I act then think. I kind of love that about myself; there is something spontaneous about not thinking. I love adventure, the little things in life matter to me. Money is only paper, nothing can buy me. I try to figure myself out and it fascinates me that I can’t. I don’t believe in love, I almost did but it’s a facade that people create to have a happier existence… I wish I did believe because I think if I loved I would love deeply. My career is my first priority, people are getting married and having babies, I’m ready to take on the world and experience as much as I can until I am no longer. Music is my heart beat, no one make the sound I make. Someone wise once told me “jump off a building and believe you can fly,” so I did and I’m still in the clouds, high gliding over everyone... everything and I love it.