SUNSHINE

No day is like today
Or any other day
The sun shines differently
Simple moments pass
Conversations we have
Breaths that we take
Like no other day

Live in the moment
Cherish the day
For there will never be a day like today
He paints the skies differently
Each sunrise, each sunset
Like no other day

There is so much beauty in the world
Simplistic joys that all taken for granted
Search for the love he puts into our lives
Focus on the goodness in the world
Its out there
You just have to open your eyes and knowledge it

Let it in..

A day like today
Will never be again
Make the most of it
Live like it is your last
Because there will never be....
Another day like today

GEMINI

Standing straight is all I can do
I will not let you make me fall over you
I’m jumping off this building believing I can fly
Because this one I love to be inside
Spontaneous and free…
Happy
Your darkness is safe but cold, I can’t let you shadow me no more
I’m ripping out the fear that you have installed
Because I’m afraid no more
Raise your weapon
I’m ready to fight
Two sides of my soul
In my reflection I can see them both
Bitter and sweet
Darkness and light
Fear and free
I can no longer live with your emptiness that I piety
No more…
Forgive me twin for shutting you away
But all you do is bring me pain
All I want is freedom from you
Fly with me through this journey silently
Let me be..
Let me live happily...

@DEZHUSH

My name is Dez Hush, I’m 26 years old. I’m amazing at everything I do. The last few years have been insane, a dangerous roller-coaster that I love to ride. I take my own breath away, how many people can say that? I can take your breath away. I don’t let people in; I let it out on the paper. If writing was a crime I would be a murderer. I have a light that shines through me, I challenge darkness. Most hate my positive aspect of life, but then misery likes company. I’m not that company. I surround myself with goodness; those who don’t like it beat your feet. Most take my kindness for weakness. I’m just a silent bomb, when I blow its explosive. I’m a Gemini to the core hot/cold, passionate, bold, sophisticated, reckless… very reckless! I act then think. I kind of love that about myself; there is something spontaneous about not thinking. I love adventure, the little things in life matter to me. Money is only paper, nothing can buy me. I try to figure myself out and it fascinates me that I can’t. I don’t believe in love, I almost did but it’s a facade that people create to have a happier existence… I wish I did believe because I think if I loved I would love deeply. My career is my first priority, people are getting married and having babies, I’m ready to take on the world and experience as much as I can until I am no longer. Music is my heart beat, no one make the sound I make. Someone wise once told me “jump off a building and believe you can fly,” so I did and I’m still in the clouds, high gliding over everyone... everything and I love it.

THE FORK

I wish you could take a breath of fresh air
Forget what was, forget the façade of “LOVE”
Forget the life that hurt you
Live for today, live in the now

I wish I could teach you how to be happy
Make you happy, hold you and have the world disappear
There’s a fork in your road
Go forward, be free, breathe deeply and think of me

You intrigue me,
Your passion
Knowing I can’t have all of you
Knowing were not ment to be
A train wreak waiting to collide…

Crash into me
I can take the debris

Forbidden

May the warm wind melt the cold from your heart

I challenge your darkness, trying to break through

The darkness you love...

The darkness i loved

Night I escaped thee

And left my love behind

Hoping our worlds could keep us together

I carry you in my thought

Moments...

Words...

Feeling your essences from afar

Knowing it is not our time

Knowing it will never work

I still hold on

Never letting go

Fitting together perfectly

Back to back

Not being able to face each other

I’ll wait for you...

Until you find the mornings light

I'll wait for you...

Through the night

Night I Love Thee

I had a dream last night
That my soul took me on a journey through my mind
Through a maze of green grass and never ending brick walls on fire
As i looked back there were red and orange taunting flames of hate’s past
At the end a fairy tale, of black skies
And a little girl who still plays under rainbows
No longer believing in a happy ending
Searching for a way out the madness of my mind
That took over my heart and left my soul to guide me

It said...
What is truth but a word
Manipulation a game
Love a facade
Walk through the twilit of denial
Hold the hand of fear and embrace it
Night I love thee
Fall with me through the dark sky
Into nothing but emptiness and adore it
Enjoy it

So I did....